Fifty Shades Novel Chapters
List of most recent chapters published for the Fifty Shades novel. A total of 163 chapters have been translated and the release date of the last chapter is Apr 02, 2024
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Chapter One
I scowl with frustration at myself in the mirror. d.a.m.n my hair - it just
Chapter One
I scowl with frustration at myself in the mirror. d.a.m.n my hair - it just won't behave, and d.a.m.n Katherine Kavanagh for being ill and subjecting me to this ordeal. I should be studying for my final exams, which are next week, yet here I
- 1 Chapter One I scowl with frustration at myself in the mirror. d.a.m.n my hair - it just won't behave, and d.a.m.n Katherine Kavanagh for being ill and subjecting me to this ordeal. I should be studying for my final exams, which are next week, yet here I
- 2 I roll my eyes at myself. Get a grip, Steele. Judging from the building, which is too clinical and modern, I guess Grey is in his forties: fit, tanned, and fair-haired to match the rest of the personnel. Another elegant, flawlessly dressed blonde comes ou
- 3 "Take all the time you need, Miss Steele," he says. "Do you mind if I record your answers?" "After you've taken so much trouble to set up the recorder - you ask me now?"I flush. He's teasing meI hope. I blink at him, unsure what to say, and I thin
- 4 I know how tenacious Kate can be. That's why I'm sitting here squirming uncomfortably under his penetrating gaze, when I should be studying for my exams. "You also invest in farming technologies. Why are you interested in this area?" "We can't eat m
- 5 "It's obvious, isn't it?" I'm uncoordinated, scruffy, and I'm not blonde. "Not to me," he murmurs. His gaze is intense, all humor gone, and strange muscles deep in my belly clench suddenly. I tear my eyes away from his scrutiny and stare blindly d
- 6 "Ana! You're back." Kate sits in our living area, surrounded by books. She's clearly been studying for finals - though she's still in her pink flannel pajamas decorated with cute little rabbits, the ones she reserves for the aftermath of breaking up
- 7 I curl up in my white iron bed, wrapping my mother's quilt around me, close my eyes, and I'm instantly asleep. That night I dream of dark places, bleak white cold floors, and gray eyes. For the rest of the week, I throw myself into my studies and my job
- 8 Holy c.r.a.p. What the h.e.l.l is he doing here looking all tousled-hair and outdoorsy in his cream chunky-knit sweater, jeans, and walking bootsI think my mouth has popped open, and I can't locate my brain or my voice. "Mr. Grey," I whisper, because t
- 9 "Were you a Girl Scout?" he asks, sculptured, sensual lips curled in amus.e.m.e.nt. Don't look at his mouth! "Organized, group activities aren't really my thing, Mr. Grey." He arches a brow."What is your thing, Anastasia?" he asks, his voice soft
- 10 "Wow - is there anything I can get you?" "Anastasia has it covered, Mr. Clayton. She's been very attentive." His expression is impa.s.sive, but his words... it's like he's saying something else entirely. It's baffling. "Cool," Paul responds. "C
- 11 I slap her down. "Don't you have a family dinner or something for your brother?" "That's tomorrow.""Maybe some other time, Paul. I need to study tonight. I have my finals next week." "Ana, one of these days, you'll say yes," he smiles as I esca
- 12 "I'm fine, thank you, Mr. Grey." She shakes his hand firmly without batting an eyelid. I remind myself that Kate has been to the best private schools in Was.h.i.+ngton. Her family has money, and she's grown up confident and sure of her place in the wo
- 13 He grins. "After you, Miss Steele." He stands up straight, holding his hand out for me to go first. I make my way down the corridor, my knees shaky, my stomach full of b.u.t.terflies, and my heart in my mouth thumping a dramatic uneven beat. I am going
- 14 "And the boy I met yesterday, at the store. He's not your boyfriend?" "No. Paul's just a friend. I told you yesterday." Oh, this is getting silly. "Why do you ask?""You seem nervous around men." Holy c.r.a.p, that's personal. I'm just nervous
- 15 "Elliot's in construction, and my little sister is in Paris, studying cookery under some renowned French chef." His eyes cloud with irritation. He doesn't want to talk about his family or himself. "I hear Paris is lovely," I murmur. Why doesn't he
- 16 With a shake, I clear my head. I just want to go. All my vague, unarticulated hopes have been dashed. He doesn't want me. What was I thinking I scold myself. What would Christian Grey want with you My subconscious mocks me. I wrap my arms around myself a
- 17 I pretend to read the article, all the time meeting his steady gray gaze, searching the photo for some clue as to why he's not the man for me - his own words to me. And it's suddenly, blindingly obvious. He's too gloriously good-looking. We are poles a
- 18 "So what now Ana?" Jose shouts at me over the noise. "Kate and I are moving to Seattle. Kate's parents have bought a condo there for her." "Dios mio, how the other half live. But you'll be back for my show.""Of course, Jose, I wouldn't miss it f
- 19 "Jose I'm okay. I've got this." I try and push him away rather feebly. "Ana, please," he whispers, and now he's holding me in his arms, pulling me close. "Jose, what you doing?""You know I like you Ana, please." He has one hand at the small of
- 20 He sets me down, and, taking my hand, leads me back into the bar. I feel weak, still drunk, embarra.s.sed, exhausted, mortified, and on some strange level absolutely off the scale thrilled. He's clutching my hand - such a confusing array of emotions. I'
- 21 It's thirst quenching and refres.h.i.+ng. Nothing beats freshly squeezed orange juice for reviv-ing an arid mouth. There's a knock on the door. My heart leaps into my mouth, and I can't seem to find my voice. He opens the door anyway and strolls in. Ho
- 22 I feel like squirming with a needy, achy... discomfort. I don't understand this reaction. Hmm... Desire. This is desire. This is what it feels like. I lie back on the soft feather filled pillows. 'If you were mine.' Oh my - what would I do to be hisHe
- 23 I opt for pancakes, maple syrup, scrambled eggs, and bacon. Christian tries to hide a smile as he returns to his egg white omelet. The food is delicious. "Tea?" he asks. "Yes, please."He pa.s.ses me a small teapot of hot water and on the saucer is a T
- 24 "Tonight." He raises an eyebrow. "Like Eve, you're so quick to eat from the tree of knowledge," he smirks."Are you smirking at me, Mr. Grey?" I ask sweetly. Pompous a.s.s. He narrows his eyes at me and picks up his BlackBerry. He presses one number
- 25 "Oh, f**k the paperwork," he growls. He lunges at me, pus.h.i.+ng me against the wall of the elevator. Before I know it, he's got both of my hands in one of his in a vice-like grip above my head, and he's pinning me to the wall using his hips. Holy s.
- 26 "Who's with you?" Christian rolls his eyes. "Anastasia Steele.""Hi, Ana!" Ana! "h.e.l.lo, Elliot." "Heard a lot about you," Elliot murmurs huskily. Christian frowns. "Don't believe a word Kate says." Elliot laughs. "I'm dropping Anastasia
- 27 "Once!" she scoffs. I nod, rather shame faced. "He's very reserved."She frowns. "That's odd." "I don't think odd covers it really," I murmur. "We need to make sure you're simply irresistible for this evening," she says with determination. Oh
- 28 He's so close and intent on what he's doing. If I could only lean forward, my nose would be in his hair. He smells, clean, fresh, heavenly, but I'm fastened securely into my seat and effectively immobile. He glances up and smiles, like he's enjoying h
- 29 "What?" He glances at me. He looks quizzical in the half-light of the instruments. "Flying," I reply. "It requires control and concentration... how could I not love itThough, my favorite is soaring.""Soaring?" "Yes. Gliding to the layperson. Glid
- 30 "Pouilly Fume okay with you?" "I know nothing about wine, Christian. I'm sure it will be fine." My voice is soft and hesitant. My heart is thumping. I want to run. This is seriously rich. Seriously over-the-top Bill Gates style wealthy. What am I doi
- 31 Beside the door stands a substantial mahogany chest of drawers, each drawer slim as if designed to contain specimens in a crusty old museum. I wonder briefly what the drawers actually do hold. Do I want to know In the far corner is an oxblood leather padd
- 32 "If you do this, let me show you." Rather than going back downstairs, he turns right out of the playroom, as he calls it, and down a corridor. We pa.s.s several doors until we reach the one at the end. Beyond it is a bedroom with a large double bed, all
- 33 "Yes." Oh... that surprises me. Before I can question him on this revelation further, he interrupts my train of thought. "Let's discuss this in my study. I want to show you something."This is so hard to process. Here I was foolishly thinking that I'
- 34 "You can tell me, Anastasia. We have to be honest with each other or this isn't going to work." I squirm uncomfortably again and stare at my knotted fingers. "Tell me," he commands."Well... I've not had s.e.x before, so I don't know." My voice is
- 35 He removes his watch and places it on top of a chest of drawers that matches the bed, and removes his jacket, placing it on a chair. He's dressed in his white linen s.h.i.+rt and jeans. He is heart-stoppingly beautiful. His dark copper hair is a mess, hi
- 37 "Come for me, Ana," he whispers breathlessly, and I unravel at his words, exploding around him as I climax and splinter into a million pieces underneath him. And as he comes, he calls out my name, thrusting hard, then stilling as he empties himself into
- 38 "We're going to go real, slow this time, Anastasia," he breathes. And slowly he eases into me, slowly, slowly, until he's buried in me. Stretching, filling, relentless. I groan loudly. It feels deeper this time, delectable. I groan again, and he delib
- 39 "Get into bed," he says sharply. "I'll come and lie down with you." His voice softens. I drop my hand and frown. I don't think I've ever touched his torso. He opens a chest of drawers and pulls out a t-s.h.i.+rt and quickly slips it on. "Bed," he
- 40 I put the bacon under the grill, and while it's cooking, I whisk some eggs. I turn, and Christian is sitting on one of the bar stools at the breakfast bar, leaning on it, his face supported by his steepled hands. He's still wearing the t-s.h.i.+rt he's
- 41 "I'm really not hungry," I whisper. His eyes narrow. "I would really like you to finish your breakfast.""What is it with you and food?" I blurt. His brow knits. "I told you, I have issues with wasted food. Eat," he snaps. His eyes are dark, paine
- 42 "Hey," he summons me. I peek up at him, and his head is c.o.c.ked to one side. "Anastasia, you're a very beautiful woman, the whole package. Don't hang your head like you're ashamed. You have nothing to be ashamed of, and it's a real joy to stand h
- 43 "Whoa... Ana." His eyes fly open, and I suck harder. Hmm... he's soft and hard at once, like steel encased in velvet, and surprisingly tasty - salty and smooth."Christ," he groans, and he closes his eyes again. Moving down, I push him into my mouth.
- 44 "I'm going to kiss you all over, Miss Steele," he says softly, and he cups my chin, pus.h.i.+ng it up giving him access to my throat. His lips glide down my throat, kissing, sucking, and nipping, to the small dip at the base of my neck. My body leaps t
- 45 Collapsing on top of me, I feel his full weight forcing me into the mattress. I pull my tied hands over his neck and hold him the best I can. I know in that moment that I would do anything for this man. I am his. The wonder that he's introduced me to, it
- 46 "Yes." My cell phone starts ringing. Kate, I bet. "Excuse me." It's in the kitchen. I wander over and lean across the breakfast bar, not checking the number. "Kate.""Dios mio! Ana!" Holy c.r.a.p, it's Jose. He sounds desperate. "Where are youI
- 47 Taylor holds the door open for us and ushers us through. Christian summons the elevator. "What is it, Anastasia?" he asks. How does he know I'm chewing something over in my mindHe reaches up and pulls my chin. "Stop biting your lip, or I will f**k you
- 48 "My mother liked you," he says dryly. "Really?" His words make me flush with pleasure. "Oh yes. She's always thought I was g*y."My mouth drops open, and I remember that question... from the interview. Oh no. "Why did she think you were g*y?" I wh
- 49 His burning sincerity, his longing, is reflected in his eyes. This is fundamentally what I don't grasp. Why me Why not one of the fifteenOh no... Will that be me - a number? Sixteen of many? "What happened to the fifteen?" I blurt.He raises his eyebrow
- 50 Kate looks wistful. "Yeah, took almost a year to have my first o.r.g.a.s.m through penetrative s.e.x and here you are... first time?" I nod shyly. My inner G.o.ddess sits in the lotus position looking serene except for the sly, self-congratulatory smile
- 51 He sighs heavily, sadly. "I know, Ana. I just thought, if I kissed you, it might change how you feel." "Jose, I love you dearly, you mean so much to me. You're like the brother I never had.That's not going to change. You know that." I hate to let hi
- 52 4 The Dominant and the Submissive each warrant that they suffer from no s.e.xual, serious, infectious or life-threatening illnesses including but not limited to HIV, Her-pes and Hepat.i.tis. If during the Term (as defined below) or any extended term of th
- 53 15.7 In training and in the administration of discipline the Dominant shall ensure that the discipline and the instruments used for the purposes of discipline are safe, shall not be used in such a way as to cause serious harm and shall not in any way exce
- 54 Exercise: The Dominant shall provide the Submissive with a personal trainer four times a week in hour-long sessions at times to be mutually agreed between the personal trainer and the Submissive. The personal trainer will report to the Dominant on the Sub
- 55 I flush at the memory of his hands and his mouth on me, his body inside mine. Closing my eyes, I feel the familiar delicious pull of my muscles from deep, deep down. I want to do that again and again. Maybe if I just sign up for the s.e.x... would he go w
- 56 To: Anastasia Steele The computer is on loan. Indefinitely, Miss Steele. I note from your tone that you have read the doc.u.mentation I gave you.Do you have any questions so far? Christian Grey CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc. I can't help but grin. F
- 57 Kate is walking from her car as I head out of the door. She nearly drops her shopping when she sees me. Ana Steele in sneakers. I wave and don't stop for the inquisition. I need some serious alone time. Snow Patrol blaring in my ears, I set off into the
- 58 "So you decided on some exercise," he breathes, his voice soft and melodious. His fingers gently tuck my hair behind my ear. "Why, Anastasia?" His fingers circle my ear, and very softly, he tugs my earlobe, rhythmically. It's so s.e.xual. "I needed
- 59 I tense. He moves the gla.s.s again and leans down, kissing me and depositing a small shard of ice in my mouth with a little wine. He slowly and leisurely trails chilled kisses down the center of my body, from the base of my throat, between my br**sts, d
- 60 "There's that word again." "You don't like that word?" "No. It doesn't do it for me at all.""Oh - I don't know... it seems to have a very beneficial effect on you." "I'm a beneficial effect, now am ICould you wound my ego any further, Miss S
- 61 "You okay?" he asks tenderly as his thumb lightly caresses my bottom lip. "Yes." I reply, though in all honesty I'm just not sure. I feel a paradigm s.h.i.+ft. I know that if I do this thing with him, I will get hurt. He's not capable, interested, o
- 62 From: Anastasia Steele Subject: Issues Date: May 24 2011 00:02To: Christian Grey Dear Mr. Grey Here is my list of issues. I look forward to discussing them more fully at dinner on Wednesday. The numbers refer to clauses: 2: Not sure why this is solely for
- 63 From: Anastasia Steele Subject: My Issues... What about Your Issues? Date: May 24 2011 18:29To: Christian Grey Sir Please note the date of origin: 1580-90. I would respectfully remind Sir that the year is 2011. We have come a long way since then. May I of
- 64 "Well?" I ask Kate. She grins. "Boy, you scrub up well, Ana." She nods with approval. "You look hot.""Hot! I'm aiming for demure and business-like." "That too, but most of all, hot. The dress really suits you and your coloring. The way it clings
- 65 "Are you hungry?" he asks, distracting me from my thoughts. Oh no... food. "No.""Have you eaten today?" I stare at him. Honesty... Holy c.r.a.p, he's not going to like my answer. "No." My voice is small. He nar
- 66 "Okay." "So obeying, do you think you can manage that?" He stares at me, his gray eyes intense. The seconds tick by."I could try," I whisper. "Good." He smiles. "Now term. One month instead of three is no time
- 67 Jeez. He's kept an inventory. "Christian, please, it's not every day I sit through conversations like this." "I need you fit and healthy Anastasia.""I know." "And right now, I want to peel you out of that dress
- 68 "I know." He leans down to kiss me, but pauses before his lips touch mine, his eyes searching mine, wanting, asking permission. I raise my lips to his, and he kisses me and because I don't know if I'll ever kiss him again, I let go - m
- 69 From: Christian Grey Subject: Tonight Date: May 25 2011 22:01To: Anastasia Steele I don't understand why you ran this evening. I sincerely hope I answered all your questions to your satisfaction. I know I have given you a great deal to contemplate, a
- 70 "Hey, Annie, I'm pleased to see you too," he mutters as he hugs me. Setting me back, his hands on my shoulders, he looks me up and down, his brow furrowed. "You okay, kid?" "Of course, Dad, can't a girl be pleased to see
- 71 What did she call him the other dayCreepy. The thought of a confrontation between Kate and Christian makes me uncomfortable. I have to say I don't know which of them I would put my money on. Kate concludes her speech with a flourish, and spontaneousl
- 72 "I've been worried about you." "Worried, why?" "Because you went home in that deathtrap you call a car.""What.i.t's not a deathtrap. It's fine. Jose regularly services it for me." "Jose, the phot
- 73 "Ethan, Mom and Dad wanted a word." Kate drags Ethan away. "So how long have you kids known each other?" Ray looks impa.s.sively from Christian to me. The power of speech has deserted me. I want the ground to swallow me up. Christian
- 74 "Oh, I fully intend to, Mr. Steele." They shake hands. I feel sick. Ray has no idea how Christian intends to look after me. Christian takes my hand and raises it to his lips and kisses my knuckles tenderly, his scorching eyes intent on mine. &qu
- 75 "You see, this is what I was talking about, you defying me. I want you to have them, and that's the end of the discussion. It's very simple. You don't have to think about this. As a submissive you would just be grateful for them. You j
- 76 I nod warily. "Well?" He looks at me patiently wanting more information. "Well what?""Don't be obtuse, Anastasia, which publis.h.i.+ng houses?" he scolds. "Just small ones," I murmur. "Why don't you w
- 77 "Okay... Well gagging me. I'd be worried I wouldn't be able to breathe" "I'd be worried if you couldn't breathe. I don't want to suffocate you." "And how will I use safe words if I'm gagged?"He p
- 78 "But you know it's too much." "Not to me it isn't, not for my peace of mind." I frown at him, at a loss what to say. He just doesn't get it! He's had money all his life.Okay, not all his life - not as a small child
- 79 All I'm wearing is my shoes, well, Kate's high-heeled pumps. I'm taken aback. I've never undressed a man. "You can do it," he cajoles softly. Oh my. I blink rapidly. Where to startI reach for his t-s.h.i.+rt, and he grabs my
- 80 He grabs my hips, and closing his eyes, tipping his head back, his jaw strained, he comes quietly. I collapse on to his chest, overwhelmed, somewhere between fantasy and reality, a place where there are no hard or soft limits. Chapter Sixteen Slowly the o
- 81 He smiles and his eyes glow with humor. "Anastasia, I have crossed so many lines here tonight. I have to go. I'll see you on Sunday. I'll have the revised contract ready for you, and then we can really start to play." "Play?"
- 82 "Feel this. See how much your body likes this, Anastasia. You're soaking just for me." There is awe in his voice. He moves his fingers, in and out in quick succession. I groan, no surely not, and then his fingers are gone... and I'm le
- 83 She pauses. "AnaWhat's wrong?" She's all seriousness now. "Nothing, Mom, I just wanted to hear your voice."She's silent for a moment. "Ana, what is itPlease tell me." Her voice is soft and comforting, and I kno
- 84 I hit send. From: Christian Grey Subject: Frustrating women who can't take compliments Date: May 26 2011 23:26To: Anastasia Steele Dear Ms. Steele I am not flattering you. You should go to bed. I accept your addition to the hard limits. Don't dr
- 85 I stare down at my hands. What can I say that I haven't said alreadyI want more. I want him to stay because he wants to stay with me, not because I'm a blubbering mess, and I don't want him to beat me, is that so unreasonable? "I take
- 86 I roll my eyes in the full knowledge that he cannot see me, but I do as I'm told. Gingerly, he moves over and puts his arms around me and pulls me to his chest ... oh my. "Sleep, baby," he whispers, and I feel his nose in my hair as he inha
- 87 To answer your points: I'll go with spanking - as that's what it was. So you felt demeaned, debased, abused & a.s.saulted - how very Tess Durbeyfield of you. I believe it was you who decided on the debas.e.m.e.nt if I remember correctly. Do you
- 88 I pull into the parking lot at Clayton's. As I make my way in, I can hardly believe it's my last day. Fortunately, the store is busy and time pa.s.ses quickly. At lunchtime, Mr. Clayton summons me from the stockroom. He's standing beside a
- 89 Kate answers the door and is nearly knocked off her feet by Elliot. He seizes her in a Hollywood-style clinch that moves quickly into a European art house embrace. Honestly... get a room. Jose and I stare at each other. I'm appalled at their lack of
- 90 "See, baby, easy." He grins a wide white-toothed smile at Kate, and she almost literally dissolves into the couch. I roll my eyes at the pair of them. "I'd love to stay, baby, but my sister is back from Paris. It's a compulsory fa
- 91 Oh my, the feeling is just exquisite, and I catch my breath. I'm wearing the underwear that Taylor bought for me. I flush at the thought of his buzz-cut roaming the aisles of Agent Provocateur or wherever he bought it. The doors open, and I'm fa
- 92 We shake hands, and I know she's one of those women who doesn't tolerate fools gladly. Like Kate. I like her immediately. She gives Christian a pointed stare, and after an awkward beat, he takes his cue. "I'll be downstairs," he m
- 93 "Do you want to do this?" he breathes, looking down at me intently. "I haven't signed anything." "I know - but I'm breaking all the rules these days.""Are you going to hit me?" "Yes, but it won't
- 94 "Yes, Sir." "Good. Stay here, don't move." He leaves the room. I'm on my knees, waiting. Where's he goneWhat is he going to do to meTime s.h.i.+fts. I have no idea how long he leaves me like this... a few minutes, five,
- 95 "See how wet you are for this, Anastasia. Open your eyes and your mouth." I do as I'm told, completely seduced. He pushes the tip of the crop into my mouth, like my dream . Holy s.h.i.+t. "See how you taste. Suck. Suck hard, baby."
- 96 I blink at him. Praying! Praying for you to go easy on me. I do as I'm told. He takes a cable tie and fastens it around my wrists, tightening the plastic. Holy h.e.l.l. My eyes fly to his. "Look familiar," he asks, unable to conceal his sm
- 97 Hmm... they must know what a kinky b.a.s.t.a.r.d he is. The thought preoccupies me. He stoops to help me to my feet and leads me to the door, on the back of which hangs a grey waffle robe. He patiently dresses me as if I'm a small child. I don't
- 98 "You're welcome, and yes, I can't wait to meet them," I answer breathlessly. "Do you have everything you need?" "Oh, yes," I respond sweetly."Are you sure?" I nod as nonchalantly as I can manage under his
- 99 "Are you ready for this?" Christian asks as Taylor pulls up outside the impressive front door. I nod, and he gives my hand another rea.s.suring squeeze. "First for me too," he whispers, then smiles wickedly. "Bet you wish you were
- 100 "When were you going to tell me you were leaving?" he asks urgently. His tone is soft, but he's masking his anger. "I'm not leaving, I'm going to see my mother, and I was only thinking about it." "What about our arr
- 101 Kate and Mia are waxing lyrical about Paris. "Have you been to Paris, Ana?" Mia asks innocently, distracting me from my jealous reverie. "No, but I'd love to go." I know I'm the only one at the table who has never left mainla